Selasa, 19 Januari 2010

konsistensi dan motivasi

Susah banget temenan ma yang satu ini.. :garuk2:
Gimana tujuanq bisa tercapai lau gini..??
Konsistensi datang dan pergi...
kawin lari ma motivasi kali yak...
C'mon bobo, sampe kapan mau bertahan dengan kondisi kaya gini...
Masih punya kaki sendiri, bisa jalan sendiri..
Jangan terlalu bergantung dapet motivasi dari orang lain...
All back to u bo...
Jus keep on trying..

Minggu, 17 Januari 2010

Ga Jelas

Berapa hari ni gi males posting..
Tau ne lagi ga jelas juga berapa hari ni.. :rollingeyes:
Fisik sempet drop, pas dah baekan semangat yang ngedrop...:keringet:
Butuh sumthing ne buat semangat lagi...
Secara besok dah senin. n aq lom juga nyelesain gawean buat diomongin ma bos besok... :panik:
Hari ni bener2 cuma bobo2 asoy sendiri di rumah :ngakak:
Btw, tadi si kk sms, tapi ga jelas tu orang...
Cuma tanya ade' ada no cdma ga...
Dah dijawab ga ada, udah...
Gitu doang...
Kk yang aneh... :nyengir:
Tapi ngangenin... :mewek:

Jumat, 15 Januari 2010

Lagunya Cewek

I never needed you to be strong,
I never needed you for pointing out my wrongs,
I never needed pain,
I never needed strain,
My love for you was strong enough you should have known,
I never needed you for judgements,
I never needed you to question what I spend,
I never asked for help,
I take care of myself,
I don't know why you think you've got a hold on me

And it's a little late for conversations,
There isn't anything for you to say,
And my eyes hurt, hands shiver,
So look at me, and listen to me..

(Because)
I don't want to stay another minute,
I don't want you to say a single word,
(Hush, hush, hush, hush)
There is no other way, I get the final say,
Because..
I don't want to do this any longer,
I don't want you, there's nothing left to say,
(Hush, hush, hush, hush)
I've already spoken, our love is broken,
Baby, hush, hush.

I never needed your corrections,
On everything, from how I act, to what I say,
I never needed words,
I never needed hurts,
I never needed you to be there every day,
I'm sorry for the way I let go,
Or everything I won't need when you came along,
But I am never beaten, broken, not defeated,
I know that next to you is not where I belong,

And it's a little late for explanations,
There isn't anything that you can do,
And my eyes hurt, hands shiver,
So you will listen when I say..

I don't want to stay another minute,
I don't want you to say a single word,
(Hush, hush, hush, hush)
There is no other way, I get the final say,
Because..
I don't want to do this any longer,
I don't want you, there's nothing left to say,
(Hush, hush, hush, hush)
I've already spoken, our love is broken,
Baby, hush, hush.

First I was afraid....I was petrified
Kept thinking I could never live
Without you by my side...
But I spent so many nights
Thinking how you did me wrong
But I grew strong...I learned how to carry on....


(Because)
I don't want to stay another minute,
I don't want you to say a single word,
(Hush, hush, hush, hush)
There is no other way, I get the final say,
Because..
I don't want to do this any longer,
I don't want you, there's nothing left to say,
(Hush, hush, hush, hush)
I've already spoken, our love is broken,
Baby, hush, hush.

Yeahhhh Ohhh Ohhh Ohhh
(Hush, hush, hush, hush)
I've already spoken, our love is broken,
Baby..

Lagunya PCD, judulnya Hush Hush..
Kayak ngusir ayam aja.. :ngakak:
Tapi liriknya bagus ne...
Buat ngusir co2 ga penting...

Listen

Listen to the song here in my heart
A melody I start but can't complete
Listen to the sound from deep within
It's only beginning to find release

Oh, the time has come for my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside and turned
Into your own all 'cause you won't
Listen

Listen, I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried to say what's on mind
You should have known

Oh, now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own

You should have listened, there is someone here inside
Someone I thought had died so long ago
Oh, I'm screaming out and my dreams'll be heard
They will not be pushed aside on words
Into your own all 'cause you won't
Listen

Listen, I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried to say what's on mind
You should have known

Oh, now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own

I don't know where I belong
But I'll be moving on
If you don't, if you won't

Listen to the song here in my heart
A melody I start but I will complete

Oh, now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you think you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own, my own

Gi seneng denger lagu ini..
Seneng juga nonton filmnya, "Dreamgirls"
Dah berapa kali nonton, tetep suka...

Rabu, 13 Januari 2010

the Unnamed Feeling

Been here before couldn't say I liked it
Then do I start writing all this down
Just let me plug you into my world
Can't you help me be un-crazy

Name this for me, heat the cold air
Take the chill off of my life
And if I could I'd turn my eyes
To look inside to see what's coming

It comes alive
And I die a little more
Each moment here til I die a little more

then the unnamed feeling
It comes alive
Takes me away

I'm frantic in your soothing arms
I cannot sleep in this down filled world
Found safety in this loneliness
But I cannot stand it anymore

Cross my heart hope not to die
Swallow evil, ride the sky
Lose myself in a crowded room
You fool, you fool, it'll be here soon

Get the fuck out of here
I just wanna get the fuck away from me
I rage, I glaze, I hurt, I hate
I hate it all, why why why me?

I cannot sleep with a head like this
I wanna cry, I wanna scream
I rage, I glaze, I hurt, I hate
I wanna hate it all away

Oh No...!!

Huaaaa, ga suka dengan kondisi gini... :nangis2:
Kebangun jam 2 tadi, tenggorokan ga enak banget.. :meringis:
Badan mengalami kenaikan temperatur ne...
Duh, jangan mpe sakit dah...
Lagi ga memungkinkan buat sakit bo..
Gawean dah numpuk di depan mata..
N semuanya harus selesai dalam waktu dekat...
Lau badan ga fit, how can i'll finish it all..?? :jedut2:
Haaa mana Trochesq tinggal dikit lagi..
Baru juga beli kemaren...
Eh 2 cungkrit di kantor dengan biadabnya mengambil dan melahap tu tablet kaya permen aja.
Tuh obat kali bos, OD ntar lho kebanyakan.. :ngeri2:
Tapi dasar manusia2 tanpa panduan, dah dibilangin masih juga bandel.. :mukafrustasi:
BTT, moga badanq bisa kompromi dulu deh...
Paling ga mpe semua laporanq bisa kelar... :pray:

Sabtu, 09 Januari 2010

On d way..

Akhirnya jadi juga q out dari Muara Enim n Palembang...
Yupz, with d title "refreshing"... :nyengir:
Setelah rencana2 gagal kemaren2...
Akhirnya q menuju Lampung...
Posisi sekarang dah masuk perbatasan Lampung-Sumsel...
Walo cuma waktu yang singkat, moga2 bisa me-refresh otakq... :ngakak:
Lampung, i'm coming...

Senin, 04 Januari 2010

Back to the real world..

Waaaa dah hari senin lagi... :sokkaget:
Katanya libur panjang, kok ga berasa..
Cuma berasa panjang pas nonton Kayako kemaren.. :rollingeyes:
Harusnya pagi ini rapat evaluasi..
Tau2 tadi ada sms masuk dari bos..
"Ren, rapat sudah makan siang aja karna ibu masih di jalan. Sebelum rapat tolong apa2 yang perlu diselesaikan dengan ksk dituntaskan"
Hohoho, berarti pagi ne mulai jadi tukang kredit lagi..
Tagih sana, tagih sini..
Ingetin sana-sini gawe belum masuk..
Catat kapan mau masuknya..
N siap2 tagih janji lagi ma mereka..
Sedikit males, coz lebih sering dikasih janji palsu ne ma mereka..
Yang pada akhirnya memaksaq juga memberikan janji palsu pada Bos dan Bosnya bos...
such a white lie may be... :tanduk:
But, that's part of my task..
Like or dislike, i'll always do it..
siapkan kertas, pena, tagihan, n golok (kalau diperlukan)... hahahahha

Walau semalem MU kalah, there's still a smile on my face 4 starting this day..
Hope everything happens today dont take it out of my face..
Have a wonderful day 4 u all...




Minggu, 03 Januari 2010

For Sale


:ngakaksambilnangis:

Temen Bermain dan Belajar..???!!




Kalo dulu ada yang nyebut "bobo", pasti ingetnya ma majalah n tokoh kartun "Si Bobo"
Dulu waktu masih kecil, ne majalah favorit..
Mpe smu juga kayaknya masih suka dibaca ulang deh... hehehhe..
Tapi bukan itu yang mau q ceritain.. :geleng2:

Ga nyangka aja sekarang tu kata jadi deket banget ke aq..
Entah gimana awalnya tau2 tu sekarang tuh dah jadi panggilan aja buatq..
Walau tidak semua kenal siapa bobo.. hahahha..
But honestly i luv that nick..
Yang aq inget yang ngeluarin kata itu adalah si jerry, adik tingkatku..
Dulu pas lagi becanda2 gitu, keluar kata itu..
Ga inget tema candaannya apa, dah susah otakq buka file lama.. :sigh:
Kalo ga salah waktu itu lagi bahas seseorang (mau tau juga tentang seseorang itu..??? mungkin di lain post juga, tapi jangan telalu diharap ya..???!!! hehehehe)
Entah sejak itu jerry mulai panggil "bobo" ke aq..
Trus diikuti Rere, anak2 TTM, n beberapa anak lain yang seangkatan ma jerry..
Temen2 kos n seangkatan awalnya ga familiar ma tu nama, tapi lama2 ngeh juga siapa tuh bobo, mbak bobo, kak bobo.. :ngakak:
Tapi tiap kali mereka tanya kok bisa dipanggil bobo, no answers for it... :nyengir:
Aq juga ga tau kok frenz, kenapa tu jadi nama ngetopq... hahahaha..
Dulu sering jawab iseng aja, bobo kan temen bermain dan belajarnya anak TTM.. :ngakak:
No answers n no reasons, but i luv it..
Just feels get closer with them whom call me with that nick..
Sekarang dah jarang denger tuh panggilan, n i miss it..
Coz paling ketemu anak2 ttm n temen2 yang biasa panggil gitu cuma di fb, ym n akses dunia maya lainnya..
Kangen denger langsung di telinga euy...
Oh ya orang laen yang kenal nama itu selaen anak2 TTM ato anak STIS tu ada si uda adit..
Si uda ni salah satu moderator di forum Indomanutd..
Sekarang dah ga pernah panggil nama asliq lagi ni si uda..
Dah "ba bo ba bo" aja.. :nyengir:
Tapi gpp deh da, berhubung ente momod yang pertama kali menyambut dan menyambit aq di forum, q relakan nick itu padamu,hehehhe..

Sabtu, 02 Januari 2010

tanya kenapa???

Tanya kenapa??!!
Kenapa ne blog kagak bisa dikomentarin... :frustasi:
ahh rumah yang sangat aneh... :geleng2mabok: