Live Like We're Dying

Sometimes we fall down, can't get back up
We're hiding behind skin that's too tough
How come we don't say I love you enough
Till it's to late, it's not too late

Our hearts are hungry for a food that won't come
And we could make a feast from these crumbs
And we're all staring down the barrel of a gun
So if your life flashed before you,
What would you wish you would've done

Yeah, we gotta start
Looking at the hands of the time we've been given
If this is all we got and we gotta start thinking
If every second counts on a clock that's ticking
Gotta live like we're dying

We only got 86,400 seconds in a day to
Turn it all around or to throw it all away
We gotta tell them that we love them
While we got the chance to say
Gotta live like we're dying

And if your plane fell out of the skies
Who would you call with your last goodbye
Should be so careful who we live out our lives
So when we long for absolution,
There'll no one on the line, yeah

Yeah, we gotta start
Looking at the hands of the time we've been given
If this is all we got and we gotta start thinking
If every second counts on a clock that's ticking
Gotta live like we're dying

We only got 86,400 seconds in a day to
Turn it all around or to throw it all away
We gotta tell them that we love them
While we got the chance to say
Gotta live like we're dying

Like we're dying, oh, like we're dying..

We only got 86,400 seconds in a day to
Turn it all around or to throw it all away
We gotta tell them that we love them
While we got the chance to say
Gotta live like we're dying

You never know a good thing till it's gone
You never see a crash till it's head on
Why do we think we're right when we're dead wrong
You never know a good thing till it's gone

Yeah, we gotta start
Looking at the hands of the time we've been given
If this is all we got and we gotta start thinking
If every second counts on a clock that's ticking
Gotta live like we're dying

We only got 86,400 seconds in a day to
Turn it all around or to throw it all away
We gotta tell them that we love them
While we got the chance to say
Gotta live like we're dying

Like we're dying, oh, like we're dying..

We only got 86,400 seconds in a day to
Turn it all around or to throw it all away
We gotta tell them that we love them
While we got the chance to say
Gotta live like we're dying..

Heartless

In the night I hear him talk coldest story ever told
Somewhere far along this road he lost his soul
To a woman so heartless
How could you be so heartless?
Oh, how could you be so heartless?

How could you be so cold as the winter wind when it breeze, yo?
Just remember that you talkin' to me though
You need to watch the way you talkin' to me, you know

I mean after all the things that we been through
I mean after all the things we got into
And yo, I know there are some things that you ain't told me
And yo, I did some things, but that's the old me

And now you wanna give me back and you gon' show me
So you walk around like you don't know me
You got a new friend, well, I got homies
But in the end it's still so lonely

In the night I hear him talk the coldest story ever told
Somewhere far along this road he lost his soul
To a woman so heartless
How could you be so heartless?
Oh, how could you be so heartless?

How could you be so Dr. Evil?
You're bringing out a side of me that I don't know
I decided we weren't gon' speak so
Why were you at 3 a.m. on the phone?

Why does she be so mad at me for?
Homey, I don't know she's hot and cold
I won't stop, I won't mess my groove up
'Cause I already know how this thing go

You run and tell your friends that you're leavin' me
They say that they don't see what you see in me
You wait a couple months then you gon' see
You'll never find nobody better than me

'Cause in the night I hear him talk the coldest story ever told
Somewhere far along this road he lost his soul
To a woman so heartless
How could you be so heartless?
Oh, how could you be so heartless?

Talkin', talkin', talkin', talk
Baby let's just knock it off
They don't know what we've been through
They don't know 'bout me and you

So I got something new to see
And you just gon' keep hatin' me
And we just gon' be enemies

I know you can't believe
I could just leave it wrong
And you can't make it right
I'm gon' take off tonight into the night

In the night I hear him talk the coldest story ever told
Somewhere far and far and far he lost his soul
To a woman so heartless
Oh, how could you be so heartless?
Oh, how could you be so heartless?

Oh, 'cause in the night I hear him talk the coldest story ever told
Somewhere far along this road he lost his soul
To a woman so heartless

No Boundaries

Seconds, hours, so many days
You know what you want, but how long can you wait
Every moment lasts forever when you feel you’ve lost your way
What if my chances are already gone
Started believing that I could be wrong
But you give me one good reason
To fight and never walk away

So here I am — still holding on!

With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it’s harder to believe
You’ll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing

Just when you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you’ve almost gave up on your dreams
Then take it by the hand and show you that you can
There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries

I fought to the limit to stand on the edge
What if today is as good as it gets
Don’t know where the future’s heading
But nothing’s gonna bring me down

I’ve jumped every bridge and I’ve heard every lie
I’ve risked being safe but I always knew why
I always knew why

So here I am – still holding on!

With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it’s harder to believe
You’ll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing

Just when you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you’ve almost gave up on your dreams
Then take it by the hand and show you that you can

You can go higher
You can go deeper
There are no boundaries
Above and beneath you
Break every rule cause there’s nothing between you and your dreams

With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it’s harder to believe
Yeah
There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries

With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it’s harder to believe
You’ll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricanes

There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries

Morning Review

Gi otw balik ke Muara Enim ne...
Kemarin akhirnya jadi evaluasi di propinsi..
Yang berangkat aq, yuk wati, n ibu, beserta om gun di belakang kemudi 2128.   Beliau berangkat juga tapi ga bareng..
Ga mo bareng karena katanya ga tahan naik mobil AC..
Ga tahan AC, apa ga tahan bareng qt pak.. :ngakak:
Acaranya ternyata baru mulai jam 2, padahal jam 10an qt dah nyampe di prop..
Akhirnya selama menunggu, aq dan yuk wati "ngumpet" di perpus...:)
Rencana awal langsung mau balik ke ME sorenya, tapi berhubung acara baru kelar sampe jam makan malem, akhirnya qt baru berangkat lagi pagi ini...
Tadi berangkat masih ngantuk banget euy...
Tapi dah agak melek didoping ma nasgor n secangkir kopi di indralaya tadi..
Mudah2an ntar pas nyampe kantor, ngantuknya bener2 hilang deh..
Kan ga enak kalo sampe ketiduran di depan kaya beliau, hehehe...
Have a nice day all.. ^_^

Celoteh Penutup Hari

Jam segini masih di kantor..
Tapi kerjaan lom disentuh, malah ke sini..
Baju lom ganti, lom mandi..
Mata ngantuk, kekenyangan tadi bukanya..
Bis gimana ya, ditraktir ini... hehehe...(thanx for om gun ma dd' atas traktirannya)
Hmmm, pulang bakal jalan kaki lagi ne, ojrek dah langka jam segini..
Apa minta jemput aja ma Saidi's ya ntar...
Ah sebodolah, tu urusan ntar, paling2 juga nginep di sini, wkwkkwk...
Tapi kan besok mo berangkat jam enam..
Ah dah ga enak aja bayangin besok...
Dateng, nganterin diri buat dimarahin...
Kenapa juga harus di prop se evaluasinya?
kenapa ga seperti rencana semula, di kab tetangga aja...
Lebih deket, ga capek, cuma 1 jam..
bukan 4 jam...
Mending kalo boleh pulang ke rumah dulu..
Lha ini sorenya balik lagi, n besok pagi dah rapat lagi...
Oh no... :geleng2:
Tapi ya namanya juga masih di bawah, jadi kudu nurut aja ma titah yang diatas...
Yang di bawah bekerja, di atas yang memutuskan... :)

I'm Back

Yah yah yah, ni rumah udah kaya villa..
Kalo yang punya sempet baru deh ditengok,hehehe..
Bisa-bisa jadi rumah tua ni.. fyuuuhhh..
Gpp deh, asal jangan mpe jadi rumah hantu, hiiiiiiii.....

Kesibukan yang ga beres2 mulai dari bulan April, nonstop euy...
Sibuk di kantor, sibuk di rumah, sibuk di hati... Haiyaaaaa...
yupz, entah karena pusing dengan gawe, dan mikirin masalah di rumah, hatiq rada2 amburadul juga ne..
Kalo badan lagi capek, pikiran ngajakin hati jalan kemana-mana...
Sampe nyasar ke tempat2 yang ga boleh dikunjungi...
hhhuuaaaaa...
Segitu rapuhnya hatiku..????
Walaah rapuh... :mewek:
Bah, ga ngerti aq perasaan macam apa pula ini.. :batakmodeon:
so unpredictable...

Love Song For No One

Staying home alone on a Friday
Flat on the floor looking back
On old love
Or lack thereof
After all the crushes are faded
And all my wishful thinking was wrong
I'm jaded
I hate it

I'm tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
So tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here

Searching all my days just to find you
I'm not sure who I'm looking for
I'll know it
When I see you
Until then, I'll hide in my bedroom
Staying up all night just to write
A love song for no one

I'm tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
So tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here

I could have met you in a sandbox
I could have passed you on the sidewalk
Could I have missed my chance
And watched you walk away?

I'm tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
So tired of being alone
So hurry up and get here
You'll be so good
You'll be so good for me

-------0--------

Song 4 someone i've been waiting for... :blushing:
Buruan dateng sih, ga perlu pake kuda..
Pinjem motornya bang Jorge gih biar cepet nyampe... :ngakak:

debu debu intan

Busyeeeettttttt rumahq debu semuaaa...
Pengen beres2, tapi capek...
wkkwkwk, hiksss hikss...
(yang punya rumah lagi stres berat)

Hikz.. Hikz..
Aaarrggghh kenapa ni kepala? :nangis:
Jadi berat banget gini?

konsistensi dan motivasi

Susah banget temenan ma yang satu ini.. :garuk2:
Gimana tujuanq bisa tercapai lau gini..??
Konsistensi datang dan pergi...
kawin lari ma motivasi kali yak...
C'mon bobo, sampe kapan mau bertahan dengan kondisi kaya gini...
Masih punya kaki sendiri, bisa jalan sendiri..
Jangan terlalu bergantung dapet motivasi dari orang lain...
All back to u bo...
Jus keep on trying..

Ga Jelas

Berapa hari ni gi males posting..
Tau ne lagi ga jelas juga berapa hari ni.. :rollingeyes:
Fisik sempet drop, pas dah baekan semangat yang ngedrop...:keringet:
Butuh sumthing ne buat semangat lagi...
Secara besok dah senin. n aq lom juga nyelesain gawean buat diomongin ma bos besok... :panik:
Hari ni bener2 cuma bobo2 asoy sendiri di rumah :ngakak:
Btw, tadi si kk sms, tapi ga jelas tu orang...
Cuma tanya ade' ada no cdma ga...
Dah dijawab ga ada, udah...
Gitu doang...
Kk yang aneh... :nyengir:
Tapi ngangenin... :mewek:

Lagunya Cewek

I never needed you to be strong,
I never needed you for pointing out my wrongs,
I never needed pain,
I never needed strain,
My love for you was strong enough you should have known,
I never needed you for judgements,
I never needed you to question what I spend,
I never asked for help,
I take care of myself,
I don't know why you think you've got a hold on me

And it's a little late for conversations,
There isn't anything for you to say,
And my eyes hurt, hands shiver,
So look at me, and listen to me..

(Because)
I don't want to stay another minute,
I don't want you to say a single word,
(Hush, hush, hush, hush)
There is no other way, I get the final say,
Because..
I don't want to do this any longer,
I don't want you, there's nothing left to say,
(Hush, hush, hush, hush)
I've already spoken, our love is broken,
Baby, hush, hush.

I never needed your corrections,
On everything, from how I act, to what I say,
I never needed words,
I never needed hurts,
I never needed you to be there every day,
I'm sorry for the way I let go,
Or everything I won't need when you came along,
But I am never beaten, broken, not defeated,
I know that next to you is not where I belong,

And it's a little late for explanations,
There isn't anything that you can do,
And my eyes hurt, hands shiver,
So you will listen when I say..

I don't want to stay another minute,
I don't want you to say a single word,
(Hush, hush, hush, hush)
There is no other way, I get the final say,
Because..
I don't want to do this any longer,
I don't want you, there's nothing left to say,
(Hush, hush, hush, hush)
I've already spoken, our love is broken,
Baby, hush, hush.

First I was afraid....I was petrified
Kept thinking I could never live
Without you by my side...
But I spent so many nights
Thinking how you did me wrong
But I grew strong...I learned how to carry on....


(Because)
I don't want to stay another minute,
I don't want you to say a single word,
(Hush, hush, hush, hush)
There is no other way, I get the final say,
Because..
I don't want to do this any longer,
I don't want you, there's nothing left to say,
(Hush, hush, hush, hush)
I've already spoken, our love is broken,
Baby, hush, hush.

Yeahhhh Ohhh Ohhh Ohhh
(Hush, hush, hush, hush)
I've already spoken, our love is broken,
Baby..

Lagunya PCD, judulnya Hush Hush..
Kayak ngusir ayam aja.. :ngakak:
Tapi liriknya bagus ne...
Buat ngusir co2 ga penting...

Listen

Listen to the song here in my heart
A melody I start but can't complete
Listen to the sound from deep within
It's only beginning to find release

Oh, the time has come for my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside and turned
Into your own all 'cause you won't
Listen

Listen, I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried to say what's on mind
You should have known

Oh, now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own

You should have listened, there is someone here inside
Someone I thought had died so long ago
Oh, I'm screaming out and my dreams'll be heard
They will not be pushed aside on words
Into your own all 'cause you won't
Listen

Listen, I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried to say what's on mind
You should have known

Oh, now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own

I don't know where I belong
But I'll be moving on
If you don't, if you won't

Listen to the song here in my heart
A melody I start but I will complete

Oh, now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you think you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own, my own

Gi seneng denger lagu ini..
Seneng juga nonton filmnya, "Dreamgirls"
Dah berapa kali nonton, tetep suka...

the Unnamed Feeling

Been here before couldn't say I liked it
Then do I start writing all this down
Just let me plug you into my world
Can't you help me be un-crazy

Name this for me, heat the cold air
Take the chill off of my life
And if I could I'd turn my eyes
To look inside to see what's coming

It comes alive
And I die a little more
Each moment here til I die a little more

then the unnamed feeling
It comes alive
Takes me away

I'm frantic in your soothing arms
I cannot sleep in this down filled world
Found safety in this loneliness
But I cannot stand it anymore

Cross my heart hope not to die
Swallow evil, ride the sky
Lose myself in a crowded room
You fool, you fool, it'll be here soon

Get the fuck out of here
I just wanna get the fuck away from me
I rage, I glaze, I hurt, I hate
I hate it all, why why why me?

I cannot sleep with a head like this
I wanna cry, I wanna scream
I rage, I glaze, I hurt, I hate
I wanna hate it all away

Oh No...!!

Huaaaa, ga suka dengan kondisi gini... :nangis2:
Kebangun jam 2 tadi, tenggorokan ga enak banget.. :meringis:
Badan mengalami kenaikan temperatur ne...
Duh, jangan mpe sakit dah...
Lagi ga memungkinkan buat sakit bo..
Gawean dah numpuk di depan mata..
N semuanya harus selesai dalam waktu dekat...
Lau badan ga fit, how can i'll finish it all..?? :jedut2:
Haaa mana Trochesq tinggal dikit lagi..
Baru juga beli kemaren...
Eh 2 cungkrit di kantor dengan biadabnya mengambil dan melahap tu tablet kaya permen aja.
Tuh obat kali bos, OD ntar lho kebanyakan.. :ngeri2:
Tapi dasar manusia2 tanpa panduan, dah dibilangin masih juga bandel.. :mukafrustasi:
BTT, moga badanq bisa kompromi dulu deh...
Paling ga mpe semua laporanq bisa kelar... :pray:

On d way..

Akhirnya jadi juga q out dari Muara Enim n Palembang...
Yupz, with d title "refreshing"... :nyengir:
Setelah rencana2 gagal kemaren2...
Akhirnya q menuju Lampung...
Posisi sekarang dah masuk perbatasan Lampung-Sumsel...
Walo cuma waktu yang singkat, moga2 bisa me-refresh otakq... :ngakak:
Lampung, i'm coming...

Back to the real world..

Waaaa dah hari senin lagi... :sokkaget:
Katanya libur panjang, kok ga berasa..
Cuma berasa panjang pas nonton Kayako kemaren.. :rollingeyes:
Harusnya pagi ini rapat evaluasi..
Tau2 tadi ada sms masuk dari bos..
"Ren, rapat sudah makan siang aja karna ibu masih di jalan. Sebelum rapat tolong apa2 yang perlu diselesaikan dengan ksk dituntaskan"
Hohoho, berarti pagi ne mulai jadi tukang kredit lagi..
Tagih sana, tagih sini..
Ingetin sana-sini gawe belum masuk..
Catat kapan mau masuknya..
N siap2 tagih janji lagi ma mereka..
Sedikit males, coz lebih sering dikasih janji palsu ne ma mereka..
Yang pada akhirnya memaksaq juga memberikan janji palsu pada Bos dan Bosnya bos...
such a white lie may be... :tanduk:
But, that's part of my task..
Like or dislike, i'll always do it..
siapkan kertas, pena, tagihan, n golok (kalau diperlukan)... hahahahha

Walau semalem MU kalah, there's still a smile on my face 4 starting this day..
Hope everything happens today dont take it out of my face..
Have a wonderful day 4 u all...

For Sale

:ngakaksambilnangis:

Temen Bermain dan Belajar..???!!

Kalo dulu ada yang nyebut "bobo", pasti ingetnya ma majalah n tokoh kartun "Si Bobo"
Dulu waktu masih kecil, ne majalah favorit..
Mpe smu juga kayaknya masih suka dibaca ulang deh... hehehhe..
Tapi bukan itu yang mau q ceritain.. :geleng2:

Ga nyangka aja sekarang tu kata jadi deket banget ke aq..
Entah gimana awalnya tau2 tu sekarang tuh dah jadi panggilan aja buatq..
Walau tidak semua kenal siapa bobo.. hahahha..
But honestly i luv that nick..
Yang aq inget yang ngeluarin kata itu adalah si jerry, adik tingkatku..
Dulu pas lagi becanda2 gitu, keluar kata itu..
Ga inget tema candaannya apa, dah susah otakq buka file lama.. :sigh:
Kalo ga salah waktu itu lagi bahas seseorang (mau tau juga tentang seseorang itu..??? mungkin di lain post juga, tapi jangan telalu diharap ya..???!!! hehehehe)
Entah sejak itu jerry mulai panggil "bobo" ke aq..
Trus diikuti Rere, anak2 TTM, n beberapa anak lain yang seangkatan ma jerry..
Temen2 kos n seangkatan awalnya ga familiar ma tu nama, tapi lama2 ngeh juga siapa tuh bobo, mbak bobo, kak bobo.. :ngakak:
Tapi tiap kali mereka tanya kok bisa dipanggil bobo, no answers for it... :nyengir:
Aq juga ga tau kok frenz, kenapa tu jadi nama ngetopq... hahahaha..
Dulu sering jawab iseng aja, bobo kan temen bermain dan belajarnya anak TTM.. :ngakak:
No answers n no reasons, but i luv it..
Just feels get closer with them whom call me with that nick..
Sekarang dah jarang denger tuh panggilan, n i miss it..
Coz paling ketemu anak2 ttm n temen2 yang biasa panggil gitu cuma di fb, ym n akses dunia maya lainnya..
Kangen denger langsung di telinga euy...
Oh ya orang laen yang kenal nama itu selaen anak2 TTM ato anak STIS tu ada si uda adit..
Si uda ni salah satu moderator di forum Indomanutd..
Sekarang dah ga pernah panggil nama asliq lagi ni si uda..
Dah "ba bo ba bo" aja.. :nyengir:
Tapi gpp deh da, berhubung ente momod yang pertama kali menyambut dan menyambit aq di forum, q relakan nick itu padamu,hehehhe..

tanya kenapa???

Tanya kenapa??!!

Kenapa ne blog kagak bisa dikomentarin... :frustasi:
ahh rumah yang sangat aneh... :geleng2mabok: